I hate sharing what I create, but I can't stop doing it
I need to create things. Usually by writing something like this. It's sort of an unstoppable compulsion really.
I love thinking up a new thing, trying a different take on something or just straight repeating something that has been done before just because it's cool and I want to have a go at doing it myself.
Why share at all
I want to make/do those things I do because I have to. There's also the secondary hope it piques the interest of someone else and, praise be, maybe inspires them to make something themselves.
Usually it's a blog post that's inspired me to do something so I fell it's my duty, you know today you, tomorrow me etc etc.
But doing so means sharing what I've written, done or made. And I HATE this part. Being put up for scrutiny, having to face the opinions of others and deal with the fallout of disagreement and criticism.